nEw BegiNNing


wow.,It has been so long dat i didn't post any blog. seem that i forgot my password. i took a while to find d password..haiZ got old already.,
suddenly juz wanna write how hv i been? whr was i? wht had happenned? juz from me N to me.,onlY mE knoW thiZ..hehe

I've been in d university for 'bout 2weeks.,wht had happenned actually i am not surprised at all coz i've expected it already,.but still disappointed!! why d life n environment at d uni muss so? it's too boring n they won't talked to u 1st if u didn't begin 1st.,WTH!
it's not funny at all.,dun hv frenZ,.looks like stupid dummy gals,.

sometimes i would asked myself, 'hv i went to a wrong place?' whr am i? whr should i be? whr is my own paradise? or hv i chosed d wrong way?' until now still hvn't found d answer.,
maybe 1 dae i will find it myself,.juZ wait n C..;P

NOW
nobody beside me
nobody care wht i'm doing
nobody needs me miss me
nobody loves me
nobody courages me
life seems so hard,.i juZ need some1 who cares me who understand me who needs me
coZ it seems that my existence dun hv any effect to thz world.,
Claire, YOU'RE TOO LONELY!!! jia you! jia you!

2dae i'm very angry,.my ex wanna me lend him money,.i've actually sent to him but it failed. n he asked n asked me,.i've actually told him that i need IBAN code n BIC code,.but he seems didn't understand..keep msg n calling me..makes me really frustated,.how could he expect so much from me when i am here n he is there.,n we r juZ ordinary frenZ,.N he wouldn't be like 2dae if it's not coz of MONEY!!
i'm very ANGRY! ANGRY! ANGRY! ANGRY! gggrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..
how could he keep asked me when i've done my best! wht should i do? hvn't i done enough for him?
his attitude 2dae makes me really disappointed! i dun thnk dat my love to him will same like b4.,

mybe the time comes up already..i feel disappointed n hv to let him go..he doesn't belong to me anymore..
XIAO THING, u should woke UP!!
2morrow will be better..u must try ur best!! ^^

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